when it rains, it pours...HARD!

i had a very rough day today. actually kahapon pa nagsimula nagtuloy-tuloy lang kanina. laging sinasabi ng PT aid ko na magsayado daw mahaba ang pasensya ko. i told him in real life i am impatient and i easily get pissed and it takes so much control on my part to contain my temper kaya naman im proud of myself kasi tumagal ako ang halos 4 na buwan sa trabaho na hindi napuputol ang pisi ko...hanggang kahapon! sino ang maswerteng mga tao na nagpa-snap sa kin??? mga nurses na kung umasta e mga dyos at dyosa na di naman mga kagandahan! (see hanggang ngayon lumalabas na asar pa din ako! di masyadong halata di ba?) I have nothing against nurses at di ko gine-generalize dahil unang una nurse din ang asawa ko (kaya by pls lang wag na wag kang tutulad sa mga nurse na akala mo araw araw e me PMS kahit sa totoong buhay e menopause na!) kaya lang some of them are just plain bitches who act so unprofessional and who do not have any manners! (bato-bato sa langit!)

i just felt so bad yesterday kaya ipinagdasal ko nalang ang mga hinayupak! i still felt bad when i woke up pero dedma nalang. i know im not my usual self kasi kanina serious ang moda ko. im not all smiles when we treated our 1st patient. i was with my OT partner and we're just doing our usual stuff, no big deal. when i was writing my documentation, the charge nurse of the floor approached me and told me that the patient's family said i was rough on their grandma. ako rough??? oh come on! of all the acute PT's in our department ako pa daw ang rough? but still i went to the room and apologized. told them i am just doing my job and im sorry they felt that way but that's just the way we do it. they accepted my apology but told me they don't want me to see the patient again. that's fine with me, i really wont see them again anyway. PTA na ang next in line na makakakita sa kanila after i did my initial eval and treatment. when i told the story to my boss, who happens to be my mentor, she just laughed. told me you cannot please everybody so why try? tama nga naman! kanya kanya lang ng opinyon yan. but still i felt bad coz that's a first for me. di ako sanay na sinasabihan na im rough coz im not. lagi ngang sinasabi ng PT aid ko sa kin na i should learn to toughen up or else everybody will just bitch out on me.

lunch time, i bought a $4 grilled chicken sandwich sa caf. paakyat na kami kasama ko ang PTA ko ng biglang mabitawan ko ang sandwich. ayun tsugi ang $4 ko! tsk! i went back to the caf and just got a to go $2 something tuna sandwich. sabi ko sa cashier na nalaglag ang pagkain ko. naawa naman sya sa kin. sabi nya kuha daw ako ulit ng grilled sandwich kung ayaw ko nung tuna and she wont charge me anything. sabi ko ok lang kasi nagmamadali ako dahil me meeting kami sa rehab. told her i really appreciate it and i started to feel better dahil naisip ko goodness will always prevail. she must be the rainbow after the rain.