Rant & Rave

Went swimming last thurday during my off. Saya kumpleto ang groupo pwera lang kay yoyus! Busy sa karir e! Hehe! After swimming we went to my Dad's place. Ang tatay ko cool nakipose pa! =)

Now, where's dad in that pic?! Can you tell?! Kamukha ko yun no doubt! Poging pogi! Hehe =)



This is during Yoyus birthay celeb last friday night. Di ako masyado nakainom sila lang good girl na ko e! Wish! I only had 2 mugs of vodka sprite ayus na! Takot na kong magpakain ng itik. I learned my lesson well during my last birthday! Pero ang mga kasama ko cge pa rin...laklak! Pwedeng pwedeng pang alcoholic anonymous! Peace mga repapipsssss! =)

Sympre pag medyo may tama na kantahan at sayawan na! Yan ang forte ko e ang kumanta at sumayaw pag may amats na! Sa mga panahong ganyan ang saya sympre gaguhan na e! Dyan ko nalang nilalabas ang aking pagkasawi! You should hear me sing and see me dance! Sa mga nakakita...Bwahahaha! =) arent you lucky?! Total performer ha!

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Now i know why birds of the same feather flock together. Hirap pala pag di mo ka-wavelength...Hmmm pano kaya yun? You dont meet at a certain point...Kakaiba pala talaga. Kailangan kong karirin ang get-to-know stage...kapagwala talaga...wala...wag ng ipilit...at least we tried...yun yun!

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Kailangan kong bumili ng 'spark'! Kung dati 'presence' ang gusto kong bilhin ngayon spark na! Nakanangteteng mukhang mahihirapan ata akong maghanap nyan! At kahit pa ata maging milyonarya ako wala akong mabibili nyan.

The best things in life arent free... it comes with a price tag... a huge one... at kahit pa may pera ka na hinding hindi mo yan mabibili!

Buhay!

Kaya Pala Im so Dead...

I just finished watching LOST AND DELIRIOUS after downloading it from the net. The movie was good and the actresses better. I got engrossed watching the film. I actually felt envious with their love scenes. Damn! It was so real. Lucky girls! Hehe! =)

Brought me back to the old days...the way we were...the way we used to be...the way we love each other when we were still together...until a 360 degree change of heart happened!

And I felt a pang hearing some of their lines...like this one...

Tori: Now, Paulie, I want you to listen very closely because I am only going to say this once. I will never love anyone the way that I love you, okay? No one. But we can never forever be. We can NEVER forever be.

O-U-C-H!

Saksak puso tulo ang dugo yang mga linya na yan!

The ending is a tragedy. Just like most love stories in real life or otherwise.
It didn't have a happy ending. Happy endings only happens in fairy tales, you know.
And I think I became too jaded to believe in it.
Unless someone worthy will break that spell and make me believe again.
Until that someone comes...we'll see.

The moral of the story:

TOO MUCH LOVE WILL KILL YOU...everytime...

Too much love will kill you

Just as sure as none at all

It'll drain the power that's in you

Make you plead and scream and crawl

And the pain will make you crazy

You're the victim of your crime

Too much love will kill you

Every time

Too much love will kill you

It'll make your life a lie

Yes, too much love will kill you

And you won't understand why

You'd give your life, you'd sell your soul

But here it comes again

Too much love will kill you

In the end...

[Too much love will kill You by Queen]

Tsinelas

Gusto ko ng pagpahingahin ang tsinelas ko. Matagal tagal na rin ang naging serbisyo nya sa kin. Simula pa lang ng pagdating ko dito dala ko na sya kaya kung isusuma mo magtatatlong taon ko na rin syang kasama. Okay pa naman kung titignan mo pero medyo pudpod na at madumi na. Yung bang tipong kahit anong linis ang gawin mo sa kanya nakadikit pa rin yung dumi dahil sa tagal. Nag-iba na ang kulay...kulay luma na.

Pero kahit na ganun na ang itsura nya nanghihinayang pa rin akong itapon sya. Masarap kasi sya suutin sa paa. Hindi nya ko binigyan ng problema. Kahit kelan di ako nagkapaltos sa kanya. Di tulad ng ibang tsinelas, peklat ang binibigay sa paa ko lalo na kung bagong suot. Siya ni minsan di ako sinugatan. Di ako sinaktan. Sadyang naging maingat sya.

Sa araw-araw na ginawa ng Dyos, sa tuwing uuwi ako ng bahay sya agad ang hinahanap ko. Sya ang sumasalubong sa kin pagkagaling ko sa trabaho. Matyagang naghihintay buong araw. Naiinip man ngunit andyan pa rin at di umaalis. Naniniwalang kahit anong mangyari sya pa rin ang hahanapin ko sa aking paguwi.

Naghihintay...
Naniniwala...
Nag-aabang...

Di katulad ng iba dyan bigla nalang nangiiwan.

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Buti pa ang tsinelas ko kahit luma at madumi na may partner pa rin...laging may kapares di pwedeng nag-iisa...

Samantalang ako...wala...

PA...

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Senti na naman...
Ngayon lang 'to, pramis bukas hindi na =)

Crush ko 'to!

Ang ganda mo naman!
Wala bang kasing ganda mo sa Qatar?! Nyahaha!
Im now a fan...big time!
Aabangan na kita araw-araw sa TFC nyan!



'Anong mas hihigit pa sa pagsasabi ng "mahal kita"?'
Hmmm...napagisip ako dun ha...ano nga ba?
Siguro the ACTION itself...more than the words...
MINUS the lies...unfaithfulness...betrayal...and broken promises...

There!
So matured ha!

Thinking out loud...

I

hope

the

time

will

come

when

I

can

truly

utter

the

words

WHAT FOR

instead

of

WHAT IF's...

Joke, joke, Joke!

This one really cracks me up!

AMO: sagutin mo ang telepon inday!
INDAY: (baligtad ang hawak) hilo? hilo?
AMO: baligtarin mo!
INDAY: lohi? lohi?
AMO: telepon ang baligtarin mo!
INDAY: Puntili, puntili



LASING (takot): may multo sa banyo natin!
WIFE: ha? Bakit?
LASING: kasi bumubukas yung ilaw pag papasok ako ng banyo eh.
WIFE: punyeta ka! ikaw pala umiihi sa ref!

Another encounter

Venue: StarBucks.
Standing on queue with two people standing before me @ the cashier.
Cashier asked me for my order.
'One grande mocha frapuccino & one grande strawberry cream frapuccino', I said.
Paid the bill and went to stand at the receiving counter.
Two men were there leaning on the counter and waiting for their coffee to be served (in fairness gwapo sila!).
Tried to look around while waiting for our order and talk to ate cez.
Didn't know that they were staring at me.
Then one of them blurted out...'Nice hair' and flashed his close-up smile.
I smiled back and said 'Thank You'.
When we got our order, ate cez blurted out "Grabe ang gwapo tlaga ng kasama ko!"
We couldn't help laughing on our way out!

Kept me thinking...what's with these men nowadays?!
Masyado atang malakas ang *pheromone ko!
Haba haba na ng hair ko ha!
Pero sorry guys bebot pa rin ang hanap ko e! hehe! =)

Ate cez, wala talo na talaga kita! Bwahaha!

=)

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Been craving for baked zitti and all meat pizza from sbarro... Yummy...


FYI:
*pheromone - A chemical produced by an organism that signals its presence to other members of the same species. Of particular importance in sexual behavior.

Male Bashing

There was this guy from the hospital. Egoy..may resemblance kay Usher kung tutuusin...patangkarin mo lang, pagandahin mo lang ang katawan @ medyo patangusin mo lang ng konti ang ilong. He was desperately wanting to have a chat with me but I was always busy or rather Im trying to look busy when he's around. Kanina while I was working andun lang sya sa tabi ko nakatingin then he blurted out saying 'You know what, you're handsome!' Haha! Gulat ako and told him that if that's a compliment ay Thank you! Nabakla ata ang lolo sa kin! =)

A few minutes passed...sabi nya if he could get my number. Told him to give me 3 good reasons why I should give him my number. Natakot. Sabi nya just forget it. Pero di rin naman nakatiis. Tanong pa rin kung pwede daw makuha number ko. I asked him why, we see each other @ work anong reli? Ang sagot...'so that I could tell you what's in my heart'. Goodness! natakot naman ako dun! Told him, 'Man, that's serious!' and he replied...'Yes, Im serious'...then asked again for my number. Told him 'Sorry man but I can't'. Ayun umalis ng lumong-lumo.

Mabait pa ko ng lagay na yan. If bitch mode is currently on, I only have two words for him...

NOT INTERESTED.

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Went out with friends for dinner. V is buying a car. V is currently single. V just came from a broken relationship. Sabi nya sa kin yung pambibili daw nya ng lalake ipambibili na nya ng kotse.

So, what's the difference between a car and a guy?

Marami!

Una, Ang kotse di ka sasaktan...ang lalake has a tendency to treat you like trash after a while.
Pangalawa, Ang kotse lalo na kung brand new di ka bibigyan ng sakit sa ulo...ang lalake pasasakitin lang ang ulo mo pati puso mo.
At pangatlo, Ang kotse iyong iyo...your own...walang pwedeng umangkin...samantalang ang lalake lalo na kung mahina hina may tendency na maagaw sayo...o magloko...

Kaya ang conclusion: Go for the car V!

Ang wala lang sa kotse *tutut* but you can get pleasure without *tutut* believe me! Haha! Just use your imagination...

or kung gusto mo mambabae ka nalang! Bwahehe!

Peace! =)

***BatoBato sa langit ang tamaan wag magagalit...ang pikon talo!***

Night ShiT

I overslept so it turned out that I was 15 minutes late because I didn't get to set the alarm.
I woke up stunned and shocked...stared @ the clock...and the clock reads 9.50...
made me think if it's still night or early morning.
I got my neurons working after a few minutes reconciling the thought that it was indeed still night! and damn I was running really, really late! No devil can save me!

This shift is starting to cause havoc on my body clock.
I am losing my sense of time and day.

Windang na ko! Feeling ko tuloy talagang kinakarir ko na ang pagiging adik!
And to make things much worse, the red flag is up!

Kaya kapuso/n, kapamilya at kachismisan...isa lang ang ibig sabihin nyan...

Di ako bakla ... klah klah klah klah kla
Hindi ako shokla ... klah klah klah klah klah
Nililinlang ka lang ng 'yong paningin
Babae po ako!
(Psssst kinakanta yan! Di yan tinutula! Bwahehe!)

this post doesnt make sense!
Nasobrahan lang sa katol 'sensya na!

=)

Sabi ni Maria sa book ni Coelho na 11 MINUTES na binabasa ko...

It hurts when I lost each of the various men I fell in love with. Now though, I am convinced that no one loses anyone, because no one owns anyone.

A thought or two...

"The kind of women who sneak around and walk out on relationships are not worth crying over."

Hush now my friend. She may have broken your heart but I know she cannot crash your spirit. You'll get through this. As what you've said You're the stronger version of yourself now... and as I tell You this, Im telling this to myself as well. It's like hitting two birds with just one stone =) Smile! Everything's gonna be fine... Time will come when we won't flounder no more...

A Softer World

To The Most Important Woman In My Life

for seeing me through my most difficult times...
for loving and accepting whoever i choose to love...
for not letting me see for myself the broken frames, pictures torn into pieces and God knows what else...
the ONLY woman who wont break my heart but rather mends it when someone else's tramples it...
my constant textmate and my biggest fan...
my eyes when i didnt get to wear my glasses...

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
I LOVE YOU & I WOULDNT TRADE YOU FOR ANYTHING IN THE WORLD!

(If not for You Mom, I wouldn't look this good! Nyahaha! )

***And to all the wonderful mothers out there, biological or otherwise, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! =) Spread the cheer!

Today, I learned that my friend back in college and her boyfriend of 12 years already called it quits...sad...

In this life, you cant be sure about anything anymore...not even love...

The world is so fucked up!

Tsk...tsk...

Home is where the heart is

i miss HOME.
i miss everything about it...

from the Halo-Halo...

to my dog Picachu...

the intersecting point between the sky and the ocean...

the evergreen mountains of mindoro...

the rocks beneath the waterfalls...

to Bonifacio's monument @ the plaza...

the amazingly beautiful sunset of Boracay...

the bananachocopeanutbutter shake...

the sea...

the sand...

and the babes!

the thrilling banana boat ride...

and the binge eating @ different restos anytime, anywhere!

There really is no place like HOME...and no matter how ugly and depressing the Philippines is to the eyes of other people, it will always be HOME to me...and it'll always be the place I'll come home to...

Im doing this for almost three years now, but I still didn't get the hang of it. I will never be used to leaving I guess. Homesickness will always be just around the corner whether I like it or not. And for those who are wondering how long will I be doing this, I guess I'll be giving myself a little to a few years to save and have enough funds before I can go home for good...but Im not betting on it really, you know how fucked up the world is, destiny, fate and all that shit...so it's better for me to say COME WHAT MAY...as for now, I really need to save!

12 months...my count down begins.