Sleepless in Doha

because i cant sleep, magblo-blog nalang ako!

just came back from a 2-month long vacation, dont know if my body clock is still adjusting or what.

i feel so bored lately. nasanay kasi ako na laging on the go dyan sa pinas kaya ngayon dito parang natahimik ang mundo! but i still dont have the drive to go anywhere, gusto ko lang magstay dito sa flat at tumambay!

i miss my adik! miss ko magising ng maaga para ihatid sya sa school kahit magdamag kaming magkausap sa phone nung gabi...miss ko syang sunduin kapag hapon...at miss ko na tumambay lang sa school nila para antayin syang umuwi! oo kahit nakakatulog ako sa tambayan sa school nila dahil sa ilang oras na paghihintay ok lang kasi pag magkasama na kami lahat ng pagod ko nawawala (naks!)...wag nya lang ako aawayin! Hehe!

we finished watching the whole season 3 of the L word. Ang ganda! Panalo! Sana magstart na ang 4th season para masaya! We are planning to buy seasons 1 & 2. collection baga. bat ba naman kasi di pa namin binili?! nagkuripot kasi si adik e! haha! pag uwi ko nalang ulit. pramis bibilhin ko na!

Dahil LWOP ang half ng bakasyon ko, it cost me a month of my salary. Para sa isang manggagawang katulad ko, malaki na yun pramis! Pero what did i benefit from it? madami...
(1) i got to be with adik for 2 months
(2) i witnessed my sister's wedding in church ( maid of honor ha!)
(3) spent more time with adik...check in sa hotel, dine, HHWW (holding hands while walking)
(4) my whole family had a reunion of sort
(5) spent every saturdays & sundays with adik at home, just the 2 of us
(6) had a grand time bonding with tita
(7) watched movies (poseidon, davinci, xmen3, and manay po! haha!), tv and dvds together
(8) finally introduced her to daddy
(9) made sure we had tons of pictures together, mapa-studio, celfone or digicam pic
(10) we had so much fun that id be willing to file a LWOP again just to be with her...

yes. we've been blessed. thank you very much.

ay regarding number 10, di na pala kailangan yun kasi lapit na ulit ako umuwi! yipee! =)

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I LOVE YOU SO MUCH baby!

Missing your hugs & kisses!

Gotta sleep now!

See you in my dreams!

Ecstasy

Why would I need these?....

If I have this...

Without love there's no reason to live

without you what would I do with the love I give

all my loving to you I'll be giving

and I promise this I'll do as long as I'm living

I'm thinking of you and the things you do to me

That makes me love now I'm living in ecstasy

Hey it's you and the things you do to me

That makes me love you now I'm living in ecstasy

~Thinking About You BY 2 Brothers on the 4th Floor~

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been away from you for 1 week now...i miss you so badly but i know ill be with you again soon...and thinking about it makes it more easier to bear...just let the good times roll baby!

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
...and it grows more and more everyday!

Your Feet

When I cannot look at your face
I look at your feet.
Your feet of arched bone,
your hard little feet.
I know that they support you,
and that your sweet weight
rises upon them.
Your waist and your breasts,
the doubled purple
of your nipples,
the sockets of your eyes
that have just flown away,
your wide fruit mouth,
your red tresses,
my little tower.
But I love your feet
only because they walked
upon the earth and upon
the wind and upon the waters,
until they found me.

---Pablo Neruda

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I know I have so many shortcomings, Im sorry for all of those! Imperfect as I am, God knows how much I love and value you! And though I may not always show you how much I love you or how proud I am of you please pardon my non chalance at times...

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...more than you'll ever know...

HAPPY 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY Baby!