...helpless...

the price you have to pay for being so far away

There

is

no

such

thing

as

FOREVER

but...

There

is

such

a

thing

called

ALWAYS

"Relationships are like glass, sometimes its better to leave them broken than to try to hurt yourself putting it back together... Or worse, have nothing strong to bind it together.."

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sabi ko nga, tigas lang ng ulo ko dati...
but it's all behind me now...
ganun talaga, some things are not meant to be...
kasi there are more great things that awaits you...
acceptance is the key...
and im glad i learned that...

I had a long day. Start of the work week. I didnt get to sleep early last night but didnt come late to work either today. Buti nalang maliban sa alarm clock ko, may isa pa kong tagagising! Lucky me! (di noodles ha! bwahehe!). Usual routine at work. Im trimming down my coffee intake to just one cup...nagagalit kasi si adik! Bawal daw ang kape! Yes boss 1 cup nalang pramis! =) I came home exhausted & famished! Hndi kasi ako nakakain kaya after work pa ko dumaan ng cafeteria to take out my lunch @ 2pm. I rushed home, eat and freshen up and wait for my adik to go online. Ang adik ko pasaway! Ayaw magreview gsto lang magchat! Ahaha! Midterms na uy aral ka nga! We had a good talk. Lagi naman! Nakakawala ng pagod. Seeing her & talking to her is enough to make my day. In a long distance relationship like ours, this is the next best thing. But we're both counting the days when we can see each other, hold each other & be with each other for real. Lapit na. Yipee!


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I
LOVE
YOU
SO
MUCH
BABY!


Wrestling ba kamo adik?!
Ang talo may consequence...
Ang consequence, Truth or kiss...Hmmm...
Mas maganda kung Kiss or kiss nalang!
Ahaha! Hangsaya nun pramis!

Hindi ako Galit...

...i made a mistake in one of the programs im running
...i cant connect to the internet
...my database is not responding
...i cant print any of my reports
...my dog pichachu is sick
...our pldt fone line is busted

YAN LANG???!!!!

Meron pa!

Listen up & listen good...

...You had your chance buddy but your time's up...dont live your life full of regrets...we should all learn our lessons well...maybe your realization came too late...she loved you then but she have me now...help yourself to move on...and just let us be...we all deserve to be happy...there's no exception to that rule! There's no turning back now but just moving on!

and one more thing...dont forget your manners, it's the least thing you can do...MYMP! Make your mother proud!

Life...maybe you should get one!

YOU ARE Beautiful In My Eyes

You're my peace of mind,
in this crazy world.
You're everything I've tried to find,
your love is a pearl.

You're my Mona Lisa, you're my rainbow skies,
and my only prayer, is that you realize,
You'll always be beautiful, in my eyes.

The world will turn,
and the seasons will change.
And all the lessons we will learn,
will be beautiful and strange.

We'll have our fill of tears, our share of sighs.
My only prayer, is that you realize,
You'll always be beautiful, in my eyes.

You will always be, beautiful in my eyes.
And the passing years will show,
that you will always grow,
evermore beautiful, in my eyes.

And there are lines upon my face,
from a lifetime of smiles.
But when the time comes to embrace.
for one long last while.

We can laugh about it, how time really flies.
We won't say goodbye, 'cause true-love never dies.
You'll always be beautiful, in my eyes.




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I LOVE YOU for who & what You are...
I love your soul and that's the most important thing above everything else...
I don't need a pretty face or a sexy body...
Beauty is just skin deep...
What I need is someone who will love me and will take me as I am...
Someone who won't trash my heart...
Someone who won't shattered my spirit...
Someone who will see my soul...
Someone who will stick by me when the going gets tough...
I saw you...beyond the physical...
And in my eyes YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL as you are...
And I LOVE YOU for that...

Ilang beses na ba kitang nakita? Ilang beses napuntahan? Ilang beses nadalaw? Hmmm...kung bibilangin ko, nakakahiyang malaman na mangilan ngilang beses lang. Pero kanina nung makita kita gumaan ang loob ko. Parang ang tagal tagal na kasi. Ilang minuto lang ba yun? Medyo matagal din akong naupo at nakipagkwentuhan Sayo. Wala kasing tao kaya di Ka masyadong busy. Di magulo. Masyadong tahimik. Pero mas gusto ko yun dahil mas nakausap Kita ng mabuti. Araw araw naman nakakausap Kita pero iba sa lugar na yun. Ewan pero basta iba. Sablay man ang punta ko, wala man ako sa timing ok lang. Iisa pa rin naman ang ipinunta ko dun...IKAW. Usap tyo kanina. Sinabi Ko sayo lahat. Sobra sobrang pasasalamat mula sa pinakamaliit na bagay hangang sa malaki. Sa lahat ng nakaraan, pangit man o magandang nangyari. Lahat siguro yun meant to happen kasi hindi ako magiging kung ano man ako ngayon kundi dahil sa lahat ng yun. Tama siguro sila, 'you dont always get what you want, but you always get what you deserve.'

Akala ko nun may favoritism Ka. Minsan kasi parang di Ka nakikinig. Halos mamalat na ang boses ko sa kakasigaw pero parang bingi Ka pa rin. Hindi ko maintindihan kung ano bang gusto Mong mangyari. Nawindang ako Sayo. Ayoko na ngang humiling e kasi alam ko na malamang sa hindi, malabo Mo yun ibigay pero I took my chance. Wala namang mawawala kasi humiling man ako o hindi Ikaw pa rin ang nakakaalam kung anong dapat para sa kin. Pero nagulat ako kasi pinaunlakan mo ang hiling ko! Di ko yun ineexpect. Wala sa hinagap ko na ibibigay mo. Pero talagang marunong Ka walang kakwestyon kwesyon dun. At dahil dun masaya ako ngayon. Sobra. Kaya naguumapaw din ang pasasalamat ko Sayo. Isa lang ang maipapangako ko... Mamahalin ko sya at aalagaan...at kung ano man ang meron ako ngayon hindi ko yun hahayaang mapunta lang sa wala...

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Akala ko noon natutulog Ka...hindi pala...

2nd Na! =)

For the lack of better things to say...

I will be the answer
At the end of the line
I will be there for you
While you take the time
In the burning of uncertainty
I will be your solid ground
I will hold the balance
If you can't look down

If it takes my whole life
I won't break, I won't bend
It will all be worth it
Worth it in the end
Cause I can only tell you what I know
That I need you in my life
When the stars have all gone out
You'll still be burning so bright...

I
LOVE
YOU
SO
MUCH!

Happy 2nd baby! Looking forward to so much more!
Soon... it's gonna be for real!