Bohol-Bohol

gusto ko magpunta dito sa summer, pero sympre dapat kasama ka!

biruin mo dagat ang nakapaligid sa 'tin habang kumakain tayo! Ganda ng ambiance, pag gising mo kulay blue ang paligid! Pwede pa tyo magsnorkelling kahit pareho tyong di marunong lumangoy! At kapag nagmuryot ka...ala lang, e di nagmuryot ka! Ahaha! Loves pa rin kita kahit magmuryot ka pa! Pero wag ka magmumuryot! Sasapakin kita! (Peace adik!)

tapos pupunta tayo dito, magpi-picture-picture....pang friendster! O ha!

tpos dadalawin din natin ang mga kapatid mong hindi mo pa nakikita at ngayon mo palang masisilayan ang ganda! Bwahaha!

wish ko lang yan...pero kung di man tayo makapunta dyan sa ngayon...at di man ako makapagsnorkelling sa dagat na malalim...ok lang! alam ko naman na pagdating ko meron at meron pa rin akong sisisiran! At sigurado ako na mas masaya yun! Ahaha! (wag kasi bastos magisip wholesome ako pramis!)

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH adik!

Apat

apat na stick ng yosi

di mabilang na hithit

di mabilang na buga

sa bawat stick na maubos

isang buntong hininga

hanggang maka-apat

pero kulang pa

di pa rin maalis ang galit at inis sa katawan

sobrang naghihimagsik ang isipan

gustong manuntok

pero sarili ang sinasaktan

di maisip kng ano pa bang kulang

lahat ginagawa

lahat kinakaya

bawat utos

sunod ng walang palya

pero sablay pa rin

may mali pa ring nakikita

sana pala di nalang yun kinuha sa kanya

pinabayaan ko nalang sana

kung ngayon yun lang din pala ang magiging dahilan

ng samaan ng loob na wala namang kwenta

apat na stick pa lang ang nauubos sa isang kaha

may labing anim na stick pang natitira

maaga pa naman

alas syete pa lang

kaya pang humithit ng labing anim pa

hanggang di na pait ang malasahan

hanggang wala ng maramdaman

PUTANG INA

PUTANG INA

PUTANG INA

Ang saya saya!

huhulaan ko

malamang pag ito ay nabasa

makakagawa na naman ako ng bagong istorya

magbubukas ng bagong kaha

maaadik na naman ako

sa kakahithit buga

mapupuno na naman ng usok

ang malinis ko ng baga

dahil huminto na ko sa paghithit

matagal na

kaya kung mabasa mo man

wag mo sanang hayaang

maglaro ulit ang usok

sa aking katawan

naglalabas lang naman

ng sama ng loob dahil walang masabihin

kaya yosi ang ginagawang kaibigan

PUTANG INA

ayoko na ng drama!

In Memoriam

...'till we meet again buddy...

we will miss you

naiinis ako sayo

pero ayokong maramdaman to

kagabi habang magisa ko pinagdarasal ko na sana maintindihan ko ang pinupunto mo

hindi ko nga alam kung talagang dapat nga ba akong mainis

pero anong magagawa ko kung ito ang nararamdaman ko?

pinipilit ko namang intindihin

pero di ko talaga maintindihan

siguro nga kasi magkaiba tyo ng paniniwala

magkaibang tao pero iisa ang hinahangad

yun nga lang iba ng pamamaraan

pero kahit naiinis ako

di pa rin nagbabago ang pagmamahal ko sayo

at kahit siguro magunaw man ang mundo

ikaw at ikaw pa rin ang mamahalin ko...

CTRL X

i got my hair trimmed
if only i have a choice i want it shaved

i wish trimming my hair will make all the cobwebs go away
that in every hair that was cut & shaved off my head will be proportional to the amount of frustration off my chest

Wow! if that would be the case
i wouldnt think twice of going bald!

no hair = less frustrations = RAKENROLL!

Very nice...

This is nice...

"others laugh at me because i am different; i laugh at them because they are all the same..."

dito kita unang nakasama, (na TAYO na)
unang nahawakan,
unang nayakap,
unang nahalikan (ng malufettttt!!! haha!)

dalawang buwan nalang
makakasama na ulit kita
mahahawakan,
mayayakap,
at mahahalikan (ng malufet ulit! aaaawwww!)

san naman kaya tayo pupunta sa susunod?

ang alam ko kahit saan basta kasama kita
kahit sa SM lang holding hands while walking
o kaya sa bahay maglalaveng laveng
ayus na ayus na
yun naman ang mahalaga...
ang makasama ka!



I LOVE YOU SO MUCH adik!

7th Monthsary Na!

Happy
7th
Monthsary
Adik!

cant think of anything to say but I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
hope to be with you soon baby!

Ako

I am not the person who is singing,
I am the silent one inside.
I am not the one who laughs at people's jokes,
I just pacify their egos.
I am not my house, my car or my songs,
They are only stops along my way.
I am like the winter, I'm a dark cold female,
With a golden ring of wisdom in my cave.

And it's me who is my enemy
Me who beats me up
Me who makes the monsters
Me who strips my confidence

I am carrying my voice
I am carrying my heart.
I am carrying my rhythm
I am carrying my prayers,
But you can't kill my spirit, it's old and it is strong,
And like a mountain I'll go on and on.
But when my wings are folded,
The brightly colored moth blends into the dirt into the ground.

And it's me who is my enemy.
Me who beats me up.
Me who makes the monsters.
Me who strips my confidence.

And it's me who's too weak,
And it's me who's too shy to ask for the thing I love.
But I love...

I am walking on the bridge,
I am over the water,
And I'm scared as hell
But I know there's something better
Yes I know, there's something better...

Putukan Na!!!! =)

In just a few hours, 2005 will be behind us. So many things has happened in a span of one year and I thank God coz mostly they're all good ones, and if there are bad things, I prefer to just forget it and let it go!

For all the blessings, small and big stuff, Thank YOU! YOU made me feel loved & important in YOUR eyes... and for the not so good things, i still thank YOU because YOU made me realized that i am not invincible and i needed that for my growth. Blessing in disguised probably.

For letting me chance upon some of the most beautiful people who i've crossed paths with this year, thank you for their gift of friendship.

For the strength to move on and see that life goes on however broken & shattered i am...and for the will power to continue living not only for myself but for all my love ones as well because i owe them that much, thank YOU.

...And for giving me the best gift in the universe...

she may not be perfect and sometimes she may be too much to handle for my self control, but flaws and all, she possess such a beautiful soul that makes up for all her imperfections. Having her wouldn't compare to all the material things in this world...

And however hard headed and pasaway we both are to each other, i know that the love, the passion and the longing for each other will always be there...

And for the coming year 2006, i just wish for more blessings to come our way... a good life, good health, courage, lots of strength and lots of love for all the people who mean the most to us...

Spread the love!

Rock on People!!!!

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I LOVE YOU SO MUCH adik!

Save that blast for April! Haha!